Tomorrow starts the busiest week for me in a long time! Three graduations, three grad parties, 2nd last week of teaching until later in the month, two dress rehearsals, Grandma coming down from NJ. I'm not exactly sure which day she's coming though..regardless, my room has to be spotless (she'll be in my room). And I...I will be in my old room - Michael & Matthew's room. Sleeping on the bottom bunk. *shifty eyes* I don't know if I'll survive to next Sunday! lol. I feel like they'd throw me out of the window while I sleep. lol.
I'm serious about this: Moving down to Charleston, and going down to Folly Beach at least 3 times a week. At least after I get married. I cannot wait until this happens. I'm counting the days until we drive down there for vacation.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing the right thing.... I question myself. Is it worth it? Where are the results I've been looking for? Would it be right to give up and move on to something else? I know, behind all of the doubts and insecurities, that everything will work out. Am I just bored, or not willing to stick to it. Physically, I've been breaking down, but I deal with that. Everyone knows that. Mentally and emotionally, I'm starting to. I'm not sure if I'm ready to admit that. I still love what I do, but it takes a toll. Maybe I need to shift gears. I do know this - I need to pray about everything.
xoxo
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